At the moment I am caught in an unfortunate thought-loop. I cannot think about how lucky I am without thinking of everything through which I've been...and then I have to fight to stop feeling sorry for myself...soo unhelpful.
I think it's just that so much has happened over the last two years (pain, coming to realize and understand my past, bipolar disorder, sexuality) that I am just reeling from it all...still tumbling head over heels trying to figure out who I am and realize that it's all over.
I still feel blessed...and life is too good to me.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
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