Sunday, December 6, 2009

Heartbroken Acceptance

True or False:

If I hadn't gone to Israel, I wouldn't have gotten sick.

If I hadn't been open with the information about my diagnosis, it wouldn't really be true.

If I don't join support groups, I won't really be sick.

There is something I could have done to prevent my illness.

I deserve this.

False. All of the above statements are false. Not one is true.

I am sick. I am actually, truly sick. And I will always have to take my medication. And my life will have limits. I am sick.

And I am overwhelmed by grief. I cannot even think about tomorrow.

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